Micikas

I dont think i can begin to say how comforting it was to hear Mrs. Micikas talk about her faith and what her life was like. The fact of knowing that someone as successful as her lost her faith in probably the time that she needed it the most was a great relief i guess i should say. She lost her faith at such a young age much like others and struggled to reconnect with God because of the way she was raised.
I am truely blessed to be able to talk about me loss of faith with my family because i know that it is not their fault but rather mine. I also have the peace of mind that she did not step foot in a church for almost fifteen years but she knows she can still claim Jesus as her Savior on her death bed. But that is what i am scared of that if i claim His name on my death bed, will he believe what i have to say or will it just be lip worship in His eyes. To tell you the truth i am scared out of my mind when i die for the reason of being judged alone. I know i should go to hell and i deserve to, but im scared beyond all reason.